March 28, 2007

Swim Lessons

Swim lessons rock! My 1st lesson was last Tuesday. Oh, I was so excited. Mama should NEVER tell me about something really exciting too early in the day. I was a wreck until we got there. I really liked it all except falling face first into the water when Mama was watching Mrs. Debbie (my teacher) & not me. But everyone clapped real loud which was neat. We sang songs & played with toys. I even pp'd on the potty after my lesson.

March 24, 2007

Sista' Girl

I didn't take any real pictures of Margaret this trip. I want you to see how beautiful she is. I took this image of her & Sam last year when I purchased my camera. Long story but my husband grew up playing soccer with my brother. Danny doesn't remember my brother having a younger sister (me). He only remembers Margaret. Hum, I can't image why.

World Acquarium (Part II)

Having my sister & kids stay with us was awesome. Margaret is up for anything. Heck, she brought a tent to sleep in our backyard (they didn't!). We all headed to the World Aquarium before they returned to Austin. If you haven't figured it out yet we have year passes to the Arboretum, World Aquarium and Zoo. They have paid for themselves many times over.

I know Andi & Sam had fun. Danijela had fun in her own out of control temper tantrum way. She only flung herself to the ground twice. She mostly wanted to climb & descend stairs. She managed to drop her sippy cup approximately 30 feet below narrowly missing random people targets.

World Aquarium

Catch Me

Last week during my sister's visit we strolled to the Arboretum. It was a gorgeous day. Capturing images of four chillins is difficult. Between providing snacks, changing diapers & general care taking there isn't much time. Plus I'm carrying around 40 extra which ain't pretty. Danijela kept saying "Mama, go away." She is completely serious & expects immediate action. It's her new gig when playing with others. This last image I snapped when the kissin' cousins slowed for a breather.


Flashback

So my blogging has been minimal this week. It's not for the lack of things to say or activities to report. I'm just exhausted. Danijela's terrible twos are more terrible. She is incredibly sensitive. I see her struggle & it can be difficult to watch. Then, being the human I am, I'm getting worn out dealing with it. She throws multiple incredibly long tantrums at the drop of a hat, shoe or anything else you can imagine.

I'll be posting some images from my sister's visit and Danijela's first swim lesson this week. The large object in those pictures is not a stranded walrus. That would be me. I don't have any tantrum pictures because I just can't do that.

March 20, 2007

Thank you, Andi.

Children are amazing for many reasons. One is they slow life down & open your eyes to the beauty in simple things. Andi was in our backyard this weekend & brought these in for me -- specially for me. I walk by them every day. She saw them as a gift. Now, I will say I believe they are Blue Bonnets (Texas state flower). I remember always being told it is against the law to pick them. I promise not to turn her in.

March 17, 2007

Stinkin' Cute

Well, I'm really tired & should have gone to bed hours ago. However, I don't want to end the day without sharing some very exciting news. Danijela poo poo'd in her potty today. I'll spare you ALL the details. I will say she sat down & said "Come out poo poo" and "Where are you poo poo?" It was pretty stinkin' cute (pun intended).

More Visitors

I did a seriously lame job @ capturing images of my sister & her sweet kids. They arrived Thursday after an adventure digging for crystals in Arkansas. We made our own adventure out of going to the zoo by rail (didn't take my camera ... lame).

Friday we strolled to the Arboretum. Ellis came with us to enjoy the gorgeous day. It really was amazing. On our way there we encountered a very friendly cat. All kiddos were anxious to escape their respective strollers for the neighborhood petting zoo. Not a great picture. They were all excited & scampering everywhere.

Pigtails & Poo Poo

Danijela asked for pigtails Thursday morning. She actually pulls at the hair close to her ear to indicate a pigtail requirement. I obliged. She wandered into our room with the combs. I followed her shortly after and she said "Mommy go. I no poo poo." If this was a scratch-n-sniff picture you wouldn't want to scratch. I promise.

Grammy

Wow. We've had a busy week. First, I've been working hard to love on Danijela in the midst of her terrible two struggle. It's probably been harder on her than me. At least that is what I tell myself (and actually believe it).

Grammy made a surprise visit which was great. Danijela was very excited. Grammy brought me a American's Test Kitchen Cookbook. Danijela 'read' it to Grammy with her standard gusto. I love her crossed feet in this image. You'll notice many a pigtails in the coming images. It's her new favorite hairdo.

March 13, 2007

Van Gogh Groupies

Danijela's having serious breakdowns & multiple times a day. She's throwing tantrums, throwing things & asking us to "don't!" touch her. Her Baba called me home from work on Thursday concerned because she couldn't get Danijela to stop crying & kicking. I believe we've entered the "terrible twos." It's actually been a sad time for me simply because she seems so confused & unhappy often.

Today we painted. She's mentioned painting for the last day or two. I thought it might bring a little sunshine into her heart. She & Kiley really enjoyed it. Today wasn't without its major bumps, but Mommie kept it together. And I feel certain Danijela knows she is deeply loved. I take time to thank her for specific things she has done & express how much I enjoy being with her. We love you, sweet girl.

Little Tyke

Can you find our helper? We ordered a Little Tykes toy box some time ago. After it was assembled I noticed a strange pink blotch across the front panel. And the lid had what looked like worn areas across the surface as well. I sent an e-mail to the company & they quickly sent replacement parts -- no questions asked. Miss D so enjoyed helping reassembling the toy box (especially using the screw driver) & it looks great to boot.

Backyard

March 10, 2007

Workday

I go to the office once a week. On Thursday I put her in bed with Tata while I got ready. This is our standard routine these days. Well, I was ready & fully expected her to wake. By 7:30am she was still sound asleep on our bed. Tata got up & started getting ready himself. I was walking around making noise ... the girl didn't flinch. She didn't move one iota. Moments after this image was taken Tata put her in the car. I have to say I look back on this day & regret not just letting her sleep.

Chicken Tenders

You'll notice (once again) it's getting difficult to keep Danijela's clothes on her body. She wants her pants & shirt off most of the time. Go figure. I prepared homemade baked chicken tenders for dinner this week (quite yummy). She decided to wipe her hand across the plate, stick them in her class of milk & lick. There is a part of me that's glad she wasn't wearing clothes!

She certainly was pleased as punch with herself. Heck, she ate well so I wasn't going to complain nor correct her table manners. Plus, look at that smile!

March 9, 2007

An Apple a Day ...

Our family could not have asked for a more positive outcome from the high risk sonogram. The sonogram technician & doctor quickly concluded the placenta shouldn't prevent a vaginal delivery. The report was being sent to my OB that day. Hopefully she'll be in agreement. The doctor spent the majority of time checking all other Luka parts. He received rave reviews & provided some kicking entertainment.

I am so thankful for your prayers & encouragement.

Table for Two

We walked the girls home from MDO on Wednesday & played at our house. The girls were in tears at one point because we took away a book over which they were arguing. They quickly moved back into Danijela's room & retrieved two new books. Smart girls. On a whim Mel & I attempted to make almond butter. The girls were busy playing & became strangely quiet. Mel poked her head around the corner and saw this ...

They had placed a baby chair on the table & perched themselves up there too. Getting on the table is a no-no but, of course, grabbing a camera doesn't provide much of a discouragement. I'm impressed no one got hurt.

Itsy Bitsy Spider


March 6, 2007

Bright Spots

The day was not all flip outs in our household. Kiley & Danijela did some serious bed jumping & giggling. There's irony in the fact that we encouraged them to continue so I could grab my camera. Something tells me I'll regret this one day! Then the inevitable happened. It was time to wave bye-bye.

Mommie Dearest

No, we didn't watch the movie "Mommie Dearest" today. There was, however, a live re-enactment with me playing the part of Joan Crawford. I'm horrified to admit I lost it completely this afternoon. Ugh. I counted three full blown fits of about 45 minutes each with top-o-the-lungs screaming (on her part!). Why do they seem so much longer?

She finally fell asleep on our bed. I was about to pass out myself. The she woke screaming & fussing all over again. I was able to keep my composure this time. I've yet to figure out what causes the outbursts or what to do. Trust me I've tried everything. She finally took some water & then bear hugged me. Sweet girl, I love you. No matter how crazy you get I should never raise my voice at you like I did today.

Sunday Morning


March 5, 2007

Pregnancy Update

I'll have an update on the placenta previa after Wednesday. I'm currently scheduled for a 9am high risk sonogram. The doctor said it will provide detailed data about the position & risks. Based on what I have read the odds are typically good it will move. My desire is to attempt an all natural delivery (VBAC).

I'm right around 32 weeks (due May 1st). Luka is a mover & shaker. I don't recall feeling such serious jerking & kicking with Danijela. It's been happening for months as well as sleep deprivation. Most mornings I'm awake by 2am with a painful back. My monthly checkup is today & I plan to mention it ... although I know it will be a matter of perseverance. That's all I got. Oh, we start our Bradley childbirth classes tonight.

Baby Name

We decided on a name. Our son will be called LUKA. It's the Serbian version of Luke. Since making this decision we quickly learned there is some hottie doctor on ER named Luka. Others have broken out into the Suzanne Vega song "Luka" for us. It's been very entertaining.

We actually met a Luka in Serbia when on our month long journey in 2004. I was pregnant with Danijela & this was a name we considered if she had been a boy. It is a simple, strong and meaningful name. Luke, author of the third Gospel and Acts, was a doctor who travelled in the company of the apostle Paul. Wow. So there is a doctor connection after all!

March 3, 2007

Father. Thank you. Amen.

Tonight during dinner Danijela said "Let's pray." Those are the very words Tata or I say before each meal. We asked her to say the prayer this time. She very clearly said "Father. Thank you. Amen." It was beautiful.

Cabbage Patch

Danijela received her first Cabbage Patch Doll while in Austin. Her adoption papers are somewhere. I honestly had no idea Cabbage Patch Dolls still existed. I recall when parents fought over them in stores at Christmas decades ago. I asked Danijela if I could take her picture with the doll & she gladly obliged.

Later she directed us to the couch to play. See the doll & diaper in the background. At this point she was specifically telling me "No more pictures, Mommie." I had obviously pushed my luck.

Blanket

Recently Danijela started asking for a blanket. I'm guessing she heard this from one of her friends. She's never used a blanket either to drag around or sleep with in bed. That's all changed now. Luckily we have a couple mini quilts handed down to us with her crib set. Pretty sure they're intended as decoration.

She covers up her dolls and plays "night night" with Tata & Mommie on the couch. We all get covered by the blankets. She'll pat our backs & whisper so we don't wake up her dolls. I so appreciate this stage of her life. Her imagination is really kickin' in.

March 1, 2007

"We go zoo!"

We went to the zoo on Tuesday. Each time it's actually more fun because the kiddos get a little more excited. Sundee captured some cool images that she shared. These are a few of my favorites. Thank you for sharing, Sundee.